Reflections on 2022

 

January

Act justly. Love grace. Walk in purity with our God.

February

1 Samuel 15:22

And Samuel said,

“Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices,    as in obeying the voice of the Lord?Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice,    and to listen than the fat of rams.

March

"The tendency is to assume that everyone shares your world view." - Gary Kasparov

April

Haggai 1:3-5

Then the word of the Lord came by the hand of Haggai the prophet,  “Is it a time for you yourselves to dwell in your paneled houses, while this house lies in ruins? Now, therefore, thus says the Lord of hosts: Consider your ways.

2NE1 performed live at Coachella.

May

Christians are a habitation of the Holy Spirit. What does this mean and how does it apply in my life?

June

Days (Philip Larkin)

What are days for?

Days are where we live.   

They come, they wake us   

Time and time over.

They are to be happy in:   

Where can we live but days?

Ah, solving that question

Brings the priest and the doctor   

In their long coats

Running over the fields.

The trust that is given to me is a profound gift.

July

There are always flowers for those who want to see them. - Henri Matisse

August

My quality of life is enhanced by...

Literature

Music

Architecture

Appreciation of nature

Solitude

Rest

Reflection at the end of each day

A gratitude journal

Quality time with family and friends

September

I want to trust people recklessly.

October

Be kind.

Imitate Christ.

Do the right thing, not the easy thing.

Proverbs 17:27

Whoever restrains his words has knowledge, and he who has a cool spirit is a man of understanding.

November

Lord, I am thankful for the joy of being immersed in something so enjoyable that I lose track of time.

December

Micah 6:8

He has told you, O man, what is good;

and what does the Lord require of you

but to do justice, and to love kindness,

and to walk humbly with your God?

 

Books read in 2022

 1. Colourful - Eto Mori

2. The Secret Lives of Planets - Paul Murdin

3. A  Mathematician's Apology - G.H. Hardy

4. The Cake Tree in the Ruins - Akiyuki Nosaka

5. My Annihilation - Fuminori Nakamura

6. The Waiting Years - Fumiko Enchi

7. Breasts & Eggs - Mieko Kawakami

8. Jerusalem - Selma Lagerlof

9. The Last Children of Tokyo - Yoko Tawada

10. Tokyo Ueno Station - Yu Miri

11. American Primitive - Mary Oliver

12. A Poetry handbook - Mary Oliver

13. The End of Everything - Katie Mack

14. The Art of Statistics - David Spiegelhalter

15. Numbers Don't Lie - Vaclav Smil

16. Spring Garden - Tomoka Shibasaki

17. The Little House - Kyoko Nakajima

18. Where Reasons End - Li Yiyun

19. The Brain's Way of Healing - Norman Doidge

20. Things Remembered and Things Forgotten - Kyoko Nakajima

21. Twenty-four eyes - Sakae Tsuboi

22. unit.

23. Purple  Hibiscus - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

24. Dearly - Margaret Atwood

25. I would prefer not - Hermann Melville

26. Flights - Olga Tokarczuk

27. We - Yevgeny Zamyatin

28. Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy - John le Carré

29. The Honourable Schoolboy - John le Carré

30. Elena Knows - Claudia Piñeiro

31. Voices in the Evening - Natalia Ginzburg

32. Idol Burning - Rin Usami

33. The Boy and the Dog - Seishu Hase

34. Cursed Bunmy - Bora Chung

35. The Age of Doubt - Pak Kyongni

36. Night on the Galactic Railroad & Other Stories from Ihatov - Kenji Miyazawa

37. Musings - Series One - George Yeo with Woon Tai Ho

Pitter patter

 "There are things you can't avoid, like the rain. But as long as you have people who can be your umbrella, I think you can survive the rain, even if you get a little bit wet."

- The Law Cafe, 2022

Compassion

Was reflecting on this recently because oftentimes, the words and actions of others cause us to get irritated, become angry, turn sad or make us feel rejected. How do we overcome our emotions and develop compassion for others? 

I don't think that I can do so by myself. I've had to pray consistently for God to fill my heart with love and empathy and help me see others the way He sees them. 

Also, it requires discipline and deliberate behaviour. A conscious recognition of the other person as a soul precious to God and a deliberate decision to tell oneself that I need to be kind and compassionate because I don't know what the other person is struggling with and where he or she was coming from when he or she said those words or acted in that way. 

It is all too easy for my heart to become cold and cynical but for Keith Green. 

When I get to heaven and I see Keith Green, I will thank him because his testimony and his words in this YouTube video (Keith Green - Oh Lord You're Beautiful left a deep impression on me. 

His exact words were "Lord, I want to have baby skin. I want to have skin like a baby for my heart." His words have become a prayer that I frequently use in my life. 

• Keep your heart with all vigilance,
  for from it flow the springs of life.
  Proverbs 4:23

 

 Some musings over the past week:

Proverbs 17:27: He that hath knowledge spareth his words and a man of understanding is of an excellent spirit.

Authenticity

Sufficiency

Humility

Be Kind

Imitate Christ

Do the right thing, not the easy thing

저녁에 / In the Night / Kim Gwang-Seop (1905–1977)

Among a multitude of stars,
one stares down at me.
Among a multitude of people,
I stare up at that one star.
As the night grows deeper,
it fades into brightness
and I disappear into darkness.
Where, when,
as what will the two of us…
you, one so warm, and me, one so tender,
meet again?

저렇게 많은 중에서
별 하나가 나를 내려다본다
이렇게 많은 사람 중에서
그 별 하나를 쳐다본다
밤이 깊을수록
별은 밝음 속에 사라지고
나는 어둠 속에 사라진다
이렇게 정다운
너 하나 나 하나는
어디서 무엇이 되어
다시 만나랴

Source: https://www.are.na/block/3203506

Spring

 If there's just one minute left for me

I want my soul to live that minute clean.

- Khet Thi

Earthrise

To see the Earth as it truly is, small and blue and beautiful in that eternal silence where it floats, is to see ourselves as riders on the Earth together, brothers on that bright loveliness in the eternal cold — brothers who know now they are truly brothers.

- Archibald MacLeish

Books read in 2021. 

1. A Bookshop in Algiers by Kaouther Adimi
2. Stories of the Sahara - Sanmao
3. Life Lessons from a Brain Surgeon - Rahul Jandial
4. 恋人 - Jeong Ho-Seung
5. Unnatural Causes - Richard Shepherd
6. Letter to My Mother - Felix Cheong (Editor)
7. The Battle for Home - Memoir of a Syrian Architect - Marwa al-Sabouni
8. The Way We Die Now - Seamus O'Mahony
9. Broken Stars - Ken Liu (editor)
10. The Memory Police - Ogawa Yoko
11. Kim Jiyoung, Born 1982 - Cho Nam-ju
12. At Dusk - Hwang Sok-yong
13. Diary of a Murderer - Kim Young-ha
14. The Foundations of Chinese Medicine Vol 1 - Giovanni Maciocia
15. Books Do Furnish a Life - Richard Dawkins
16. The Spy and the Traitor - Ben Macintyre
17. The  Poetry of Robert Frost - Robert Frost
18. Katharina and Luthur - Michelle DeRusha
19. The Master Key - Togawa Masako
20. Memoirs of a Polar Bear - Tawada Yoko
21. The Honjin Murders - Yokomizo Seishi
22. How Do You Live? - Yoshino Genzaburo
23. Touring the Land of the Dead - Kashimada Maki
24. Shoko's Smile - Choi Eun-young
25. The Woman in the Purple Skirt - Imamura Natsuko

Thanksgiving

Thanking God for the following:

 

- Super Simple, where I grab my healthy lunch almost daily and order the exact same ingredients day in day out. The staff always smile when they see me. "Non-foodie" alert.

 

- Whatsapp and free WiFi that enabled my elder sister on a holiday abroad to send me pictures of what I had asked her to buy for me and call me to double-check on the exact size etc. She sent all those first before she sent me touristy snaps. 

 

- A message on a most politically involved chat group that I shared with someone else and which eventually led to a Christmas gift of a hotly sought after book. Lord, thank you for the angels in my life. How blessed I am.

 

- A stern-faced neighbour who was exiting the lobby of my block while I was about 20 steps away holding the door for me as I noticed him doing that and quickened my steps. He never broke into a smile but I still thanked him for holding the door for me. 

 

- The Public Garden Christmas fair over the weekend where I was supposed to be looking at gifts for others but ended up with quite a few things for myself.

 

- A most memorable and enjoyable night bidding adieu to a man whom I have worked under for 10 years before my transfer to another deparment. Wrote a letter to him to express my appreciation and thanks, even though he had specifically told me not to and that he would be mortified to receive it. A writer is and will always be a lover of words and handwritten notes always hold a special place in a writer's heart. Every moment is a new beginning. Fare thee well, Mr C. 

 

- Kindred spirits, whom I would have never known were fellow book lovers except for unexpected encounters. Was buying my breakfast at the Yakun outlet and left the current book I was reading on the counter. Suddenly, I heard someone saying, "hey, that looks like a very interesting book!". I turned around and it was a colleague from another department. I told him a bit about the book. Subsequently as I went back to the office, I emailed him some books that I had recommended to another colleague and he emailed me with some of his favourite reads and authors, including John Le Carre. He added that he would read Alice in Wonderland and Wind in the Willows to his kids before bedtime. I replied and said that one of the best things that a father can do is to read to his kids because it inculcates a love of reading and increases his bonding with his kids. I felt so happy after the email exchange.

 

Overheard:

 

"I love pork...it has always been pork."

 

Q: How do you wake Lady Gaga up in the morning? A: You poke poke poke poke poke her face.

Shibuya-kei and then some

17 November:

 

A whatsapp discussion earlier tonight had me reminiscing about the Japanese music I was crazy about in my younger days. It led me to revisit on YouTube some bands that I had liked back then. My faves are mainly Shibuya-kei. 

 

Also brought back days of my travels to Tokyo with always a must-stop at the mega HMV store and buying 20 to 30 CDs at a time. I remembered that after such a purchase, I was given a reward card with many stamp chops and I looked around and saw two schoolgirls and I told them that I was a tourist from Singapore and would like to pass on the card to them. They were so happy that they kept saying “すごい” repeatedly. 

 

Another unforgettable experience was walking along the HMV store at night, where a DJ was spinning songs at a street-level or underground glass booth (if my memory serves me right). I stopped, wrote down a request on paper and pressed it against the window, hoping that he would play the song. He did. I think I requested a Beatles song. 

 

Posting videos of the songs I used to listen to, rather than their more recent ones. Among them, Pizzicato 5 is my no. 1 because they are wonderfully irreverent. Enjoy. 

 

Bonnie Pink – You Are Blue, So Am I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IE0uB6o3sA

The Brilliant Green - There will be love there -愛のある場所 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4SyplrrQcU

 

Buffalo Daughter – New Rock https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MeIA-Pte6I

 

Chara「Swallowtail Butterfly～あいのうた～ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZdys-IOoQc

 

Cibo Matto - Full Performance https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_TbZa0e-Dk

 

Cornelius - Star Fruits Surf Rider https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roN_oxg8hJc

 

Cornelius - Chapter 8 ~Seashore and Horizon~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MaMKaoSv3fQ

 

Do As Infinity / 陽のあたる坂道 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpDK-gN_85c

 

Dreams Come True -　たくさんの応援と優しさを力に変えて前へ　熊本!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgHT9kc_uO0&list=PLhxWY4Tz3bOX8CUFmpDjMh6MIm0RFzork

 

Fantastic Plastic Machine - Fantastic Plastic World https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHBsn17CI-0

Flipper's Guitar - 恋とマシンガン (Young, Alive, In love) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49FIk8nPybw

 

GACKT「Last Song」 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewYLd1Q3ra8

 

L'Arc~en~Ciel - Driver's High ROCK ODYSSEY 2004 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ws7bMCcoZqM

 

Love Psychedelico – Your Song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcsH0Ug52Tw

 

Mr.Children「抱きしめたい https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BeGx1hiEWo

 

Pizzicato Five - It's a Beautiful Day https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saHMRnVgEhM&list=RDEMRNz9CvtmyarcpWPZNEf_xQ

 

Pizzicato 5 - Twiggy Twiggy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z22nzBVLCto

 

Pizzicato Five-Baby Love Child https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFV1JNgJA7s

 

Shonen Knife - Daydream believer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqWgcQZd8HI

 

Sunny Day Service (サニーデイ)・サービス - サマーソルジャー https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUIyBtgEugg

 

The Yellow Monkey - 人生の終わり(For Grandmother) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFkfwX19M-A

 

The Yellow Monkey - Tengoku Ryokou 「天国旅行」歌詞ページ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJkRAuHRX4g

 

thee michelle gun elephant – 世界の終わり https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZC...

 

宇多田ヒカル - First Love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1sUaVJUeB0 This was the first ever Japanese song that made me very determined to sing it in Japanese.

John Maynard Keynes

“When my information changes, I alter my conclusions. What do you do, sir?” 

 

“The difficulty lies, not in the new ideas, but in escaping from the old ones, which ramify, for those brought up as most of us have been, into every corner of our minds.” 

 

“Only with absolute fearlessness can we slay the dragons of mediocrity that invade our gardens.” 

 

“Words ought to be a little wild for they are the assaults of thought on the unthinking.” 

 

“The day is not far off when the economic problem will take the back seat where it belongs, and the arena of the heart and the head will be occupied or reoccupied, by our real problems -- the problems of life and of human relations, of creation and behavior and religion.”

 

“It is better to be roughly right than precisely wrong.” 

 

“Ideas shape the course of history.” 

 

“Worldly wisdom teaches that it is better for reputation to fail conventionally than to succeed unconventionally.” 

 

“When somebody persuades me I am wrong, I change my mind.”

 

“The commonest virtues of the individual are often lacking in the spokesmen of nations; a statesman representing not himself but his country may prove, without incurring excessive blame—­as history often records—­vindictive, perfidious, and egotistic.”

In remembrance - 7/7/2017

When Great Trees Fall  

Maya Angelou

 

When great trees fall, 

rocks on distant hills shudder, 

lions hunker down 

in tall grasses, 

and even elephants 

lumber after safety.

 

When great trees fall 

 in forests, 

small things recoil into silence, 

their senses 

eroded beyond fear.

 

When great souls die, 

the air around us 

becomes light, rare, sterile. 

We breathe, briefly. 

Our eyes, briefly, 

see with a hurtful clarity. 

Our memory, suddenly sharpened, 

examines, 

gnaws on kind words 

unsaid, 

promised walks 

never taken.

 

Great souls die and 

our reality, bound to 

them, takes leave of us. 

Our souls, 

dependent upon their nurture, 

now shrink, wizened. 

Our minds, formed 

 and informed by their 

radiance, 

fall away. 

We are not so much maddened 

as reduced to the unutterable ignorance 

of dark, cold 

caves.

 

And when great souls die, 

after a period peace blooms, 

slowly and always 

irregularly. Spaces fill 

 with a kind of 

soothing electric vibration. 

Our senses, restored, never 

to be the same, whisper to us. 

They existed. They existed. 

We can be. Be and be 

better. For they existed.

No Wrong Way Home (18 June)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijZx3ttB984

Knee bend (20 May)

“Our prayers may be awkward. Our attempts may be feeble. But since the power of prayer is in the one who hears it and not in the one who says it, our prayers do make a difference.”
- Max Lucado

On ignorance

Was reading quotes on ignorance and found some gems. 

“It's an universal law-- intolerance is the first sign of an inadequate education. An ill-educated person behaves with arrogant impatience, whereas truly profound education breeds humility.”
― Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn

“Nothing in the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.”
― Martin Luther King Jr.

“There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action.”
― Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Collected Works

Where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress, rob and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be safe.”
― Frederick Douglass

“When you combine ignorance and leverage, you get some pretty interesting results.”
― Warren Buffett

Reverence for God

This morning, I was late for service and was running hard from the UberPool car to the hall (part of my exercise regime, perhaps). Thank God that I didn't miss much because my pastor cut short the worship at the beginning of the service to start his message earlier and left the worship right to the end. When I went in, it was one last song, the offering and then his sermon.

My former and current pastors are not pastors who preach soft doctrines to tickle our ears. They lay out the hard truths that sometimes make me squirm in my seat. 

I miss my former pastor a lot because of his humility, love, directness, grace and the powerful anointing of the supernatural in him. God probably has a different season for my church now because he sent a Word-based teacher-pastor to succeed my former pastor. Along with that came a different focus and the inevitable departure of some parts of the congregation; however, I am seeing some new faces appearing in my church and it is becoming more cosmopolitan.

This morning's message reminded me why I also like my current pastor a lot. It was hard-hitting. His main message was that true worship is giving glory to God. 

He referred to the tabernacle of God that included three areas: the outer court, the inner court and the holy of holies. To get into the holy of holies, where the glory of God dwelt, there are two main keys: purification and sacrifice - a stripping down of everything that hinders us from God and an offering of ourselves to God. What can we offer to God? My first thought was a visual image of my heart in flames on the bronze altar of burnt offering. That’s what I would give.

In between, he said some things that made me laugh in my seat because they were so reflective of the modern church. 

He noted that sometimes people will come up to ask him why the worship team didn’t play their favourite song or why the worship team today was not good and so on and so forth. He told us that “please... they are not singing for you, you know? They are singing for God.”

People always wanted to see him but that 99% of the time, they wanted to talk to him in order to get him to do something for them. He was wondering if God felt like that sometimes. He added that it was like a relationship where the guy wondered why the girl would want to be with him, only to realise finally that the girl was with him because of what he can give her.

True worship does not anticipate some benefit. Rather it anticipates the pleasure of God.

He ended his sermon and then we just went into such a long period of praise and worship and before he dismissed the congregation, he said “we don’t have such moments often when we can sense such a strong presence of God. I hope that this encourages you to keep persevering and going into the holy of holies because that is where God’s presence is”.

PS: I felt ministered and chastened by his message because oftentimes, I’ve sauntered into the presence of God without being serious and reverential about entering into the holy of holies, and taking the worshipping of Him lightly because of complacency about His grace. It was a timely reminder to me to be serious about worshipping God. 

After the service, I think I was on a “sermon and worship were so good” high because I said “everyone, have a good day ahead” to my UberPool passengers as I alighted at Paragon and then proactively engaged in a conversation with an elderly couple while buying cakes at Chalk Farm at the basement. Totally out of character but it felt so good. :-) 

Reference verses:

1 Peter 4:7-11

John 16:13-14

Leviticus 10:1-3

John 4:23-24

Genesis 22:2

Matthew 26:39

2 Chronicles 6:41

1 Corinthians 6:19

Picture credit: http://www.patheos.com/blogs/robertcrosby/2012/05/what-the-wilderness-tabernacle-reveals-about-intimacy/

We can curse the darkness or we can light a candle

We had such an amazingly honest guest speaker at the recent weekend service - Pastor Bill Wilson. I was scrambling to record his soundbites. I love it when very experienced pastors (he has been in ministry for more than 30 years) say seemingly politically incorrect statements. I don't want to hear prim and proper statements; I want to hear battle-hardened truths from those who have been in the dirty trenches for a long long time. In their words, I sense their hearts.

Bill Wilson's soundbites:
"We can curse the darkness or we can light a candle."
"I wish I was living in biblical times. Instead, I've to live today where idiots run free and I can't kill anyone without a penalty."
"I was asked if I wanted a hearing aid. I told the doctor that I've been in the ministry so long that I've heard enough. I don't need a hearing aid."
"There is no superfluous banter in the Bible. Every word in the Bible is in there for a reason."
"Don't miss the profundity that is in the simplicity of the concept."
"Jesus glows in the dark. When it gets darker, the light gets brighter."

His background: Wilson's mother abandoned him on a street corner in Pinellas Park, Florida. She said, "I can't do this anymore. You wait here, I will be back." Bill stayed on that street corner for three days, but his mother never came back. Dave Rudenis, a local mechanic and committed Christian, found him there and took him to his home. Rudenis offered to pay this young man's way to a Christian summer camp. It was during this camp that the 12-year-old Wilson committed his life to God.

He now runs America's largest ministry to children. Every Christmas eve, he goes back to that corner where his mother left him and spends the night there because he wants to remember where he came from and how a stranger came to him with God's love.

In an attempt to remain in touch with the people attending his congregation, Bill Wilson still lives in a building adjacent to his Church. He continues to walk through the often dangerous neighborhoods of Bushwick in an effort to carry on his work. Over the years, Wilson has been shot, stabbed, beaten and hospitalized numerous times and is adept at raising millions of dollars for the ministry telling stories of hardship. Yet he remains committed to the work. Bill Wilson still drives one of the hundreds of buses utilized by his ministry each week, when he is in town.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bill_Wilson_(pastor)

Fare thee well

A prayer and well wishes for a former colleague who is going to travel the world for some time to come. May the Lord protect and guide her, and send her angels along the way when she needs them. May she treasure the people, places, things, roads, streets, oceans, lakes, waves, birds and all she experiences because all those make up what we call life. May she update her Facebook ever so regularly so that we know she is safe and sound somewhere.
An old Irish blessing for her:
May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Bits & Pieces (28 December 2016)

Epiphany: Playing YouTubes mixes of Hillsong, Maranatha and Hosanna music at night instead of surfing the Internet or being on Facebook.

 

The spirit of giving: My first gift this Christmas was to Médecins Sans Frontières. I also decided to ask most of my family members and relatives what they wanted for Christmas to avoid heavy deadweight losses from gift-giving. It meant they would not be surprised but it minimised the losses from giving people what I liked, rather than what they wanted/needed. 

 

I also thought very hard about my gifts for friends and colleagues, weighing heavily towards practicality. Apologies if your gift was not what you had wanted. My thoughts are limited by my brain. Nonetheless, it was a good exercise in learning to give well.

 

Christmas: The season is always a mad rush for me. This year, however, my BFFs expressly stated "no gifts" although I still slipped in two gifts for two kids while half of my extended family was away or couldn't make it. I also bought vouchers for most of my family members. So that cut down quite a bit of the gift buying for me. Some gifts are still with me and at least one gift is still in transit!

To my family, relatives, friends and colleagues, thank you for your gifts but more important for your presence. Thank you for being such a big part of my life. It is the reason why I wake up most mornings thanking God. Other mornings, I just tumble out of bed, take a quick shower and rush to work. 

 

Jesus: The Alpha and the Omega. I had more time this year over the Christmas break to contemplate a few things. 

 

First, Maranatha. Come, Lord Jesus, come. I cannot comprehend man's hand in Aleppo and closer to home in Myanmmar. There is so much I don’t understand about God's sovereignty and His judgment of man's culpability. But all will be judged when Jesus comes again. So perhaps not now, but definitely in time to come. 

 

Second, Immanuel. God with us. Christmas is about this good news. God coming down in the human form of Jesus to show us a way back to Him. God is holy and just. We have all fallen short. If you think that God is far apart from us, Jesus is proof of His closeness to us. 

 

Jesus came, reached out to those who needed him and suffered everything on our behalf (rejection, ridicule, humiliation, pain, grief, suffering, and finally crucifixion, with the sins of the world on him). He was resurrected, indicating that God has accepted his sacrifice for us.

 

Third, The Call. if you believe in Jesus and acknowledge that He is your Lord and Saviour, you have a way back to God and eternal fellowship with Him. When God sees us, He sees us covered in Christ. This is the good news. God already accepts us, warts and all, because of Jesus' sacrifice on the cross. By His grace. You are free. And you belong to a royal priesthood and you are a son or daughter of God. Merry Christmas.