Wednesday, January 11, 2012

A stern reminder

I heard a reading of an Oswald Chambers devotional tonight and it really spoke to my heart. The words from the devotional reading below that grabbed me were these: "We slander God by our very eagerness to work for Him without knowing Him."

To me, it served as a stern reminder to persevere and not slacken in being close to God because He is the source of all things. If we focus on what we can do for God rather than our personal relationship with God first, we will slowly lose sight and lose track of what it is all about.

It is all about God, and if we draw near to Him, He will draw near to us. I wish my progress in my walk with God was more than glacial, but the distractions of this world make the discipline of even carving out a regular quiet time with the Lord immensely tough. I have to physically shut myself up in my room so that I am alone and able to have decent time with God.

Lord, help me to draw close to You so that I can minister out of Your power and not my own might, and develop a sensitivity to the Holy Spirit so that I can hear your heartbeat, and not my own needs. 


The Sphere of Ministration - Oswald Chambers


"This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting." Mark 9:29

"Why could not we cast him out?" The answer lies in a personal relationship to Jesus Christ. This kind can come forth by nothing but by concentration and redoubled concentration on Him. We can ever remain powerless, as were the disciples, by trying to do God's work not in concentration on His power, but by ideas drawn from our own temperament. We slander God by our very eagerness to work for Him without knowing Him.

You are brought face to face with a difficult case and nothing happens externally, and yet you know that emancipation will be given because you are concentrated on Jesus Christ. This is your line of service - to see that there is nothing between Jesus and yourself. Is there? If there is, you must get through it, not by ignoring it in irritation, or by mounting up, but by facing it and getting through it into the presence of Jesus Christ, then that very thing, and all you have been through in connection with it, will glorify Jesus Christ in a way you will never know till you see Him face to face.

We must be able to mount up with wings as eagles; but we must also know how to come down. The power of the saint lies in the coming down and the living down. "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me," said Paul, and the things he referred to were mostly humiliating things. It is in our power to refuse to be humiliated and to say - "No, thank you, I much prefer to be on the mountain top with God." Can I face things as they actually are in the light of the reality of Jesus Christ, or do things as they are efface altogether my faith in Him, and put me into a panic?



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